July 9, 2011
"God regulates the universe by the mighty power of His command." Hebrews 1:3
"The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart." Psalm 34:18
God is so big. Big enough to fill the needs of my heart. I've been writing about brokenness, but I've come to realize that writing about it & accepting it are two different things. It's so hard to embrace the brokenness & just sit in it, it's so painful.
I guess God has allowed this breaking to show me I am in need. I am so in need of You God. You are so big, yet so close. You regulate this universe, yet you break my heart so I can run to You. You want me near. You want to show me Your goodness, to whisper Your love. Your word is so strong that You uphold all things by it, yet Your words to me are so kind & romantic.
I admit God that only You can be my dream. My dream of a family, of a husband are found in You, oh God! I only want to dream of You, those dreams are real. So God, use my broken heart to bring You glory. Lord I return my heart to You, You are the only one that can fill my heart. You are all I've got Lord.
Lord, You are everything I've been looking for, all the movies, all the songs, all the sunsets, all the moments, all the longings are found in You.
God meet me here...all along I was looking for You...I am looking for You...I'll always be looking for You.
"To have found You & still be looking for You
It's the soul's paradox of love
Ah You fill my cup, I lift it up for more
I won't stop now that I'm free
I'll be chasing You like You chased me" -newsboys
Two comments Lin:
ReplyDelete1. Love the song you quoted - rings quite true, especially in light of this blog.
2. You are not a first generation Romanian, silly! You were born here.. you're a second generation Romanian :D.